Feelings Unspoken
As tears roll down my cheek,
It's you ,I see, across the street.
Not knowing what I'm going through,
And I not knowing if I want you to.
I break down, crying here,
Not aware if you can hear.
But really i dont care,
For this pain's to much to bear.
Too many problems it's hard to find,
Where this all started, in my mind?
This pain has started to eat through me,
And through this pain I can not see.
My ears are deceiving me
My heart breaking into three
They're all tugging at my heart
Till in pieces, it breaks apart
I call my friends but they can't hear,
Their having fun, nowhere near.
In this world I'm all alone,
But "this world" is in fact my own.
Not spending anytime to dwell,
Pretending to all that I am well.
And my act must look so real,
For no one sees how i truly feel.
Fake happiness glows from me
And that all what people see
Can't see me breaking down
Wanting to end my life;to drown
